Dear Livejournal,

I miss you :[

Love,
The one that neglects you

So...I think my insomnia's come back.
Wait
Scratch that
I know its back

Wanna know how I know?
It's 7:02 am and I still haven't gone to sleep.
Nope...I sat up and read my 23 chapter book straight through instead.

I thought I should clean the house up too before my parents came.
Went and moved my car to the side of the yard.
Ended up sitting in it for a half an hour
Just listening to the millions of birds
and my neighbor with his little yappy dog
and my dog barking at the little yappy dog
and the two joggers going by the front of my house
and my head moving against my leather seat
and my feet outside of the car on dewy leaves



and really hoping that by the time I was able to get up and go inside
I would be tired


Now it's 7:05 and I still don't think I'm tired
I dunno yet.

Some Updates on mah life

• Graduation
• Grad. Party with Nicole on Sunday
• Fucked up my feet :[ DAMNIT
• Decided Lorenzo and Chuck are my heroes
• Applied to MANY MANY JOBS
• Got a New Computer Hard drive
• No More Highschool
• Car Died today, GETTIN A NEW BATTERY
• Goin to New York the First weekend in August for my Birthday
• Moving out on the 22nd of August.
• Got accepted to many colleges, Montgomery for the win
• Became a Member of the NTHS (National Technical Honor Society)
• MISSING ELECTRONICS CLASS :[
• Decided Jello heals all pain.

I went through my entire LJ tonight...I was that bored......but jeezzzzzzz, the Nostalgia is crazy. I started this when I first started highschool and now I'm almost over. Isn't that crazy? Man...I just don't even know. I don't know how I'm gonna go without seeing all you guys every day. Thank god I'll have Abbie, my security Blanket.

I don't know what I'm gonna do without Ray. If I'm not hanging out with her, we're on the phone, or texting. I see her EVERY DAY..no exaggeration. What am I gonna do for this next year? Luckily...she's moving in with me and Abbie after highschool. We got lucky and have an extra room and Montgomery has a Video Program. I hope I won't look back on this entry and be like " Well that never happened..."

I wanna know Abbie and Raven till I'm old and gray. I wanna my kids to play with their kids. I want to tell their kids about how crazy they were when I first met them. I want to be the fucking Golden Girls with them. They are my security blankets. They mean a lot to me.

I WANNA TAKE A MOMENT TO DESCRIBE SOME OF MY FRIENDS

• Raven: Tom Cruise ain't got shit on her
• Abbie:  Definition of Ghetto-FABULOUS
• Peter:   Pure, Raw, Unrealized Artistic talent
• Amon:  A Strong willed Rainbow (your personality is colorful)
• Anna:   Multi-Talented
• Amy:     My Fourth-Period Smile
• Bunnii: Everyday Rave
• Eldridge: The whitest dark chocolate ever.
• Jess: Real Life Indie movie, soundtrack included.
• Michelle: A happy bubble.
• Jackie: BRICK FUCKING WALL
• Stephen: Pure unadulterated amazing
• Sarah: childhood is long gone
• Tara: Laugh till I pee

HOLD ME

Random List of Random things I have decided hate:

1) The word Button, like the ones on shirts
2) Slipknot and Marilyn Manson...just...don't like them.
3) T-shirts or stickers with lame phrases on them that tell people to stay away from you coz you think you're crazy or about medication I'm willing to bet you don't take...people aren't staying away from you coz you're shirt says you're crazy, they're staying away because your shirt is stupid.
4) K-Mart Goths/ Closet Red neck goths. Like the kinds that wear the "I buy in bulk" black tshirts an BLACK JEANS they bought from Kmart......I don't understand Baggy black jeans, no matter how hard I try...or the country kids who wear bandanas and think theyre hardcore when I really just want to run them over with their big old ford pick up truck they have hiding behind the mall.
5) Greasy Hair: Ew
6) People who try to hard to be original, you end up looking like a tard
7) My teacher practum class, the students are dumber then shit. 
8) Looking people in the eye, it hurts-ses me

I am just pissed off in general right now
I could pull my hair out

I'm not sure if I want to scream or cry